sao coisas...

Se já chorei por ti, porque nunca me viste chorar se és tu a causa?
Talvez seja isso que falta..

Atrasada emocional

Nao sei por onde vou... às vezes sinto-me perdida...
O que me falta? Estou triste e revoltada porque por vezes me deixo ficar no silencio, impeço e controlo a minha vontade de gritar e de dizer o que me vai na alma!
Por vezes sinto que nao desenvolvo, nao me deixo ir, nao me perco quando devia, no ultimo momento defendo-me sempre com um jogo de cintura, e uma lucidez cartesiana, e justifico-me logicamente. Acho que sou uma atrasada emocional, consciente das minhas limitaçoes, mas sem vontade de as ultrapassar.

Não há coincidencias

As coincidencias matam-me...
Que ligaçao será esta? Porque parece que estamos sempre ao mesmo nivel? O tempo passa.. era suposto ficarmos cada vez mais distantes em certos aspectos, entao porque bate tudo tão certo se nem sequer falamos?
Um dia hei-de saber a resposta.

Parece uma novela sem fim...

rua, vento, palco, bar...
logo ao pe do bar.. e de amarelo... nao pensei que pudesse ter sido tao rapido.. nao estava à espera... porque as coisas boas sao sempre uma surpresa, algo que nao se está à espera, algo que nao é fabricado, nem trabalhado por nós.. talvez tenha sido a melhor memória da noite... que poderia ter acabado de uma maneira melhor... talvez se nao tivesse forçado a casualidade... enfim... fica para a proxima...

Dreaming comes so easily
Cause it's all that I've know
True love is a fairy tale
I'm damaged
So how would I know

I'm scared
And I'm alone
I'm ashamed
And I need for you to know

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
But you can't take back
What you've taken away
Cause I feel you
I feel you, near me


The feeling comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
Won't let anyone get close to me
I'm damaged as I'm sure that you've known

I'm scared
And I'm alone
I'm ashamed
And I need for you to know

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
But you can't take back
What you've taken away
Cause I feel you
I feel you, near me


There is nothing before my soul
And into this fear
Forgiveness for a man
Who is stronger
I was just a little girl
But I cant go back

Can't go back

I can't go back

I must go on

TAKE ME OUT OF HERE

When I'm falling down
Will you pick me up again?
When I'm too far gone
Dead in the eyes of my friends

Will you, take me out of here?
When I'm staring down the barrel
When I'm blinded by the lights
When I can't see your face
Take me out of here
Take me out of here
Take me out of here
Take me out of here

All I believe, and all I've known
Are being taken from me back at home
Yeah do your worst, when worlds collide
Let their fear collapse, bring no suprise
Take me out of here

Feed the fire, break your vision
Throw your fists up, come on with me
Feed the fire, break your vision
Throw your fists up, come on with me
Feed the fire, break your vision
Throw your fists up, come on with me
Feed the fire, break your vision
Throw your fists up, come on with me

Just stay where you are.
Let your fear subside
Just stay where you are
If there's nothing to hide

Feed the fire, break your vision
Throw your fists up, come on with me
Feed the fire, break your vision
Throw your fists up, come on with me
Feed the fire, break your vision
Throw your fists up, come on with me
Feed the fire, break your vision
Throw your fists up, come on with me
Feed the fire, break your vision
Throw your fists up, come on with me...

I see my reflection..
I see my reflection..
I see my reflection, I don't like what I see
I see my reflection...
I see my reflection, I don't like what I see
I see my reflection...
I see my reflection, I don't like what I see
I'm losing my way
I need someone to find me
and do me right and keep me safe from harm
I need protection
to find me a way out
Somebody to hold me
so I see the day out
To the night and keep me safe from harm
I see my reflection, I don't like what I see
I'm losing my way
I need someone to find me
And do me right and keep me safe from harm
I need protection
to find me a way out
Somebody to hold me
so I see the day out
To the night and keep me safe from harm
I'm losing my way.. I'm losing my way..
I'm losing my way, I need someone to find me
I'm losing my way way.. I need someone to find me
I'm losing my way...
I'm losing my way...
I'm losing my way, I need someone to find me
I'm losing my way...
I'm losing my way, I need someone to find me,
and do me right and keep me safe from harm
I see my reflection
I don't like what I see
I'm losing my way
I need someone to find me
and do me right and keep me safe from harm
I need protection
to find me a way out
Somebody to hold me
so I see the day out
To the night and keep me safe from harm
Long train running

Can't stop, can't stop...
Huummmmm...gotta keep it baby
and move that, move that... move that
Down around the corner
a half a mile from here
You see them old trains runnin
and you watch them disappear
Without love, where would you be now
Without loooove
oh, where would you be now now now now now
Hummmmm...gotta keep it baby
Move that (can't stop) Move that (can't stop)
TuTuTutu
well the Illinois central
and the Southern central freight
Gotta keep on pushin mama
cause you know they're runnin late
Without love, where would you be now
Without loooove
oh, where would you be now now now now now
Huummmmm...gotta keep it baby
and move that, move that... move that

"O que achaste dele?" :O
pergunta dificil...

"Chegamos! saimos do carro, demos uma olhada em volta... era uma zona muito calma,com casinhas e pequenos predios acolhedores... demos uns passos... um cafe com esplanada...AVISTEI-TE! tão rapidoooo?? nem tive tempo para ver o que havia à volta! agora já nao vou conseguir ver mais nada! Estragaste-me o passeio!!!!!!!"

...ao deitar-me andei de carrossel! ai que carrossel estranho! Pára! tás-me a fazer pensar demais! pensei já ter varrido esses pensamentos da minha cabeça... PORQUE VOLTARAM?

sai, sai!!! prefiro ver-me reflectida na agua da sanita....

Preciso de sorrisos...

Doces sorrisos...

Deu me vontade de chorar… não sei porque... talvez seja falta de alguma coisa.. quem me dera que tudo fosse medicamente tratavel… como que um choro, uma tristeza, fosse tratável com um benuron.seria bom, tudo teria solucao… infelizmente não, choro… e não sei porque… dói-me o peito,sinto falta de algo que não sei o que é… suspeito que seja o facto de cada vez menos me identificar com as pessoas.. parece que de repente noto que vim de Júpiter.. pareço uma estrangeira, uma aldeã que não conhece as pessoas ou não gosta do que elas fazem, de como elas vivem, de como se divertem… enfim, cada vez mais Jupiter…

"There were hard times ahead for the people of planet Ventura,
Staring into the networks of space and time,
Their eyes were open,
But still, they were blind,

I wandered through the weird and lurid landscape of another
planet

Suddenly there was a change

Their eyes were open,
But still, they were blind..."

~oO~SweeT JupiTeR~Oo~